DREAMS:


WE4/3/2015: dreamt I am walking along an undiscovered piece of Mediterranian coast. Michael Dwyer is following me and when it becomes apparent I have done something dangerous he helps me continue and I keep on this path and attain supernatural powers.


TH5/3/2015: dreamt that it takes off from the previous night's dream and has Ellen Degeneres expressing her opinions and revealing that her life is a bitchy hell. She is often close to losing it. Also these kids are using Ipods on a Stephen King film where she is helping direct it. One of the kids says sarcastically “why not just use Ipods and have some bitch with tits for the main character”. Ellen confesses to using memory books by Tony Buzan and Domonic O'Brien. Also Stephen King is talking about how revealing behind the scenes in the making of his films is like pulling back the surface on something... also dreamt of these cheap pocket game devices with low resolution which are really cheap...


a whole bunch of football players are on the other side talking about their lives. It is almost 'football philosophy'


at the chis and sid only we are all older? In the end I go back to the english room to grab my bag. Someone (Lorian Lucas?) has tied up my dream diaries in it and given me my rugby boots?


MO9/3/2015: dreamt of an alternative London where I catch the train in and out but there it is in

Picadilly Circus: Castle Greyskull! Also I shoplift and get away with it... magic mushrooms were

around also and I jumped off the moving train to London to harvest them...


TU10/3/2015: male patients are joining me in getting some programming teamwork going


on a tour bus and I can live more comfortably around people, dying my hair and drinking alcohol because I can work with my thought stream and memory process without getting so lost. There is a fun vibe about the whole thing. The main reason for this lifestyle change is that I am writing my own music software...


TH12/3/2015: coastal area with Tom Cruise but he doesn't look like in real life


SU15/3/2015: a long dream where I have a small set of weight lifting equipment like Trent Reznor and with this alone find it easier and easier to play guitar. I am looking like a cross between Shifty Shellshock and Trent Reznor! The chords I strike I hear in the dream as I control the dream.


In the afternoon I dreamt that the bar on the BWS corner of New Norfolk had a poster which advertised something shitty and Kenneth Dunster was around the corner in Woolworths. Everything was increasingly more to do with death...


MO16/3/2015: Dr Ratnaglobal is Chinese and with his wife in a garden where I am a young kid being taught by another Chinese sinister guru how to harvest a whole heap of herbs. I go off after school hours to the car park but there is cocaine cookies for sale and I might get set up with the police!


Then I dream how a new kind of supermarket uses telepathy mixed with numerology to stack more groceries and produce so people can shop differently. With elation they launch this without advertising since everyone knows how much this will affect the revenue of the entire country!


Nightmare! The supermarket has all the food in one side and all the wood/DIY in another side. So female then male I explore through, getting sexist remarks in both sections.


Dreamt I am this family who move illegally on a plane ticket from Australia to England, but we get found out when we arrive in England...


FR20/3/2015: in a house in England on a hill and it is near Christmas. I help Joan and Noel with some things further down and then we see the fireworks in, but it is daylight. Then in a pub in England (London) where Chris Evans is there in a short green jacket. Later I see him after I excuse myself very early in proceedings because all the family turn up (including Angela). Paul and Jenny are there and I am afraid Jenny will bully me. We ask Angela about working at the radio and she says 'kicking arse in the city'. Is it dangerous? 'yes, especially looking at crime photos'. Gary Smith was homeless and wanted a cigarettte. Then Chris Evans I see on a motorbike (starting it) after the party...


then another dream with a character just like JP from Hellraiser 3 only he is running around a London bus down Sidcup high street at night. We are trading punches. Noel is there too...


SA21/3/2015: a place life Marlowe House only it is painted all black and inside I find a role playing game like Dungeons and Dragons...


MO23/3/2015: a very dark dream in a world with promise of another world unleashed. A vampire bat sets this off! My role is to bite. A young blonde girl wants to be bitten and transformed into a shapeshifter...


then a dream with disciplinary aliens as we land on a 747 at Queensland (Brisbane). The aliens tell us to get a life...


then walking through Brisbane everything is very real... ït's like Nightmare on Elm Street” I say to Natalie as we look for the Hammond's house and we find it...


FR27/3/2015: dreamt of clips and snapshots of Ultima 7 part 2 Serpent Isle last night


SA28/3/2015: a hideous dream where I am Marilyn Manson but I am in Sidcup or a parallel version of Sidcup where I get a question wrong somewhere and some people take advantage of me and I am introduced to a crooked surgeon who is an evil brain surgeon. He is taking good humour in assasinating my brain... in other words he cuts the top of my head off and takes a long time in switching a pleasure/pain nerve around. Then, humiliated, I have to walk back home along an alternative version of main road Sidcup. I end up as Marilyn Manson at a house where this guy comes to the door and he is like Michael Morgan or Tom Arnold and he has shades on and says I can't live there. Then, as Marilyn Manson, I remember that this was the house where I had parties where people said good things about my evil and I ordered wine from a credit card. Then I walked down main road Sidcup in the daylight as myself and meet some people. It is day by then and I am back to my feeling good about being self righteous again... also as I walked back towards the surgeon on the street there was a green car parked like the car from Elegantly Wasted but it was night and the inside was lit up like a Stephen King film and the empty front seats were welcoming me but they were entirely made of sand...


WE1/4/2015: dreamt of a shopping centre where the Red Hot Chili Peppers are playing and I think of going to this club and playing my music and taking 'recreational drugs'. I end up having sex with this beautiful blonde woman...


TH9/4/2015: dreamt I am getting evil against this alien by having sex with it, then a car (green) driving away from a mountaintop restaurant at night... the alien was trying to drill my teeth out...


FR10/4/2015: dreamt I could see in Petts Wood at night a member of INXS in the off licence and I was feeling horny watching group sex with a slim redhead in my bedroom at 24 Prescott Ave. also Kenny Dunster was outside some home and he looked tough like the nurses wouldn't mess with him. He said “I'm not Jesus”


also Perry Farrell (an earlier version) was sitting cross legged in Blue dyed hair discussing on the asphalt by the gym in the Chis n Sid and later taking off as a Hot Rockstar with little white hot fire sprites all over the asphalt


SA11/4/2015: a glimpse of Pogo's keyboard rack playing music into the fog...


SU12/4/2015: in Bermuda a red headed woman walks into a huge building via a side door and she has red eyes. She is like Maxine. Noel and Joan are with me as we enter the building and some legal people are helping us find items and I say “is that how schizophrenic things are handled?” and Noel grins and I nearly lose it. Then we end up walking into a bargain basement hypermarket...


then at night where a woman is facing a nasty future because she has done some art...


MO13/4/2015: a computer game technology which allows a hand to grasp the world through a VR glove which is like a muscle/tendon clown thing. Walking down the oceanside road illegally (I am supposed to be going to AUS school) but I am bunking off I find myself at the Chinese shop but the owners hate me except when I say that I have a Phd in Archeology. Then my mother meets me walking back and chastises me for bunking off...


then an old game (part of the Ultima series), has VGA blocky graphics and is played in my dream...but the game is endless and it is quite amazing how the simple VGA pixels are playing REAL ULTIMA! Also I dive off a cliff and find a VGA black landscape in the water...


TU14/4/2015: there is a lady creating a theatrical show based on bits of a magazine type thing which are the go on this train ride with people from the Chis n Sid. The show gets into motion and she

disappears through the door into a hall where the seating is on one side and the people are dressed as nurses (is this scary?) and something else too... then i ask after a girl whose name I forget but she had curly hair and had been the sister of the guy with the Roman nose... Haley said “she was accepted by the Tai Chi class” also there was a book on classes as in object oriented programming and it was called classes


WE15/4/2015: I am at the Chis n Sid where a new teacher is staying with us. I have gone back to the Chis n Sid to study art and she is guiding us through a series of layered paint techniques where we have to blend together numerated colours. Then she leads me on to her home where she gradually lets me know she is into the occult and various other things when a storm hits and it is snow but the sign outside says “Dead Nail Final Attempt”, and there are others in our group when a woman talks about Michael Hutchence and we say at the same time “Empress Towers”. Earlier the witch was sharing a book on Celtic Magic with her female partner and her eyes went dangerously low like a lithium battery and she looked about to die.


Then a book/film where the female character is a strong headed Celtic woman who needs a particular man, but she hunts him down in various reincarnations only he is difficult to pin down. In one life she tortures him too much over a pit with a satanic demon in and he dies. In one world I bounce at full tilt down a lanscape of rock, nearly breaking my bones before diving into some water at the bottom...


Then in central London I am walking with Noel and maybe Joan when I see a Newsagent and go inside to look at the magazines when I see Shifty Shellshock and say to him “are you really Shifty Shellshock? You know that record The Gift of Game you may have heard of it well the lyric you know that bitch baby that is about me” and he lays a hand on me and says “i suggest you get out of here or I will fucking kill you” also I see rings and crystals for sale in a building where some photography is on display and the rings are only about 19 Pounds each as I wonder how the shop makes it's money...there is a guy playing guitar on the streets too...aswell there is Will Smith doing a funny dance as someone behind me says he is a dickhead...


then I keep buying Meat Beat Manifesto CDs in London with Noel (Joan is absent) and we head back to the train station but Noel is taking too much time and we just miss the train to Petts Wood). I say I need something to eat but he says he is cooking something big tonight...


also the witch from the Celtic dream was putting Clive Barker books back on the shelf in order: I II V


FR16/4/2015: GENIUS!!!!!!! on the yesterday I cracked the idea that computer games programming motivates music writing which motivates freedom which motivates computer games programming, I have this dream where a new type of software is created which allows the creation of alien worlds. But everyone is afraid that these alien worlds are dangerous and there is an epidemic in the gardens of the garage of 27 Lyminge close at night, where the programming has crashed and sprites are all over the lawn what the fucks going on! Green foliage is amongst the sprites. The sprites look like lurid waxy dead naked people and they are facing the ground. Then Dad is angry with me because he says “this situation is very dangerous” and he is talking about other entities. But I say “no infact computer programs can be used to create colours easily like X+YMOD4 produces lines of colour on a VGA chipset.” we get into a fight about it but he sees my way? Then the impossible happens and a massive storms hits us so tidal waves are sweeping us all through the water and people are dying behind me but I survive with water In my lungs. Then aliens speak and say “we have found our way through black holes to your computer logic” but I say “bullshit! I have read enough of general relativity to discard black holes as a source of transport” but then I make the joke “Noel never said physics was dangerous, but I wouldn't stick your thumb in the electricity switch of a hydroelectric power station” and they all laugh then I emerge in a place where I look at some new “software” and it has men in samurai war outfits loading themselves onto phallic implements or giant dilidos which are a form of power stick truncheons and they are mumbling “it's doing it by itself it's doing it by itself” as they load themselves into game as workers of energy. Then I walk into a bookstore to find alternative fiction with insect Goetic creatures all over the covers with one purporting Joan Lennon in glasses meditating as knowing the TRUTH! But someone says “no not those ones the entities like the Goetia are extremely dangerous” and I start fucking this entity saying I will get cash for it soon but it doesn't like this relationship”


then in a hedge maze: “it is is totally hedge” I say...


then in Scarborough or someplace like it we are at a bar (Levi, Anita and myself) when I get a bad comment from somebody and I don't like it so we move on to finding the car...


SA18/4/2015: pink fairies, cake and Vittorio the German puppet singer whose crotch is massive with dry ice!


Also a longer dream with a famous Hollywood actor playing the part of a roadshow clergyman and entertaining me and others soulfully but I identify that one of my problems is the ego...


SU19/4/2015: a massive dream where I am feeling outcast in a mall area and perform a simple trick of “going” my act as it were and the efforts for going are increasingly rough and socially alienating but eventually people start liking my act and one of the guys who used to be at Chis and Sid is there but I fail to get a response when I talk to him. Then a pair of lesbians turn up with their “kick – ass” relationship so I end up being threatened by one of them and fly through the air seeking to land on a giant tree.


WE22/4/2015: dreamt of a giant house which was part of a lifestyle performance thing where it had us thinking “buildings aren't psychic are they?”


TH23/4/2015: David Bowie only he has red tinted sunglasses like proper reading glasses only they have no frames and some weird feature...


SA25/4/2015: an alternative world like the otherside but your flesh is affected by being stretched in strange ways when you take substances. Brian Molko takes a magic mushroom and ends up in a crazy distorted flesh. It is all very dangerous but we survive...


then playing a game of table tennis come real life roleplaying with Edmund Ng...


SU26/4/2015: I am the life and soul of the stormy weather in a street in a mock tudor residential area where the Willliams family live...


TU28/4/2015: a shattering dream where I am in a Hobart senior school when a technician/handyman is involved in some strange doings so we all have to investigate it. But he is evil and we know he has been performing animal sacrifices. Then when we realize someone is in danger we collaborate to chase him after hours but only a few of us make it onto this fairground type ride. It takes off in the air and we head off to this building where we go up the stairs and see him, but I am the only one brave enough to ask him what is going on and he moans and groans that life ain't treating him right and grabs me and takes me off to the side in this huge building like a school at night. People are saying 'no Andre don't go!' but I have to go and I reach with him this dining room where a huge table is there with many guests and I follow him into the room where there are a whole lot of people waiting around. They tell me to sit down next to two women who look drugged out of their brains. It is like when I first showed up in PICU in Hobart in 2006. a tall thin man with black hair and a black top hat enters the computer room nextdoor. He then (after many questions from me) grabs my arm and twists it behind me and says “right, straight to Trinity” and I feel pain accerelating through my body as we reach orbit around earth and he says “you can now destroy planet earth. What do you do?” I say I am not going to destroy anything... (earlier the starsystem Pleiades was mentioned)...


WE29/4/2015: a nightmare where I walk down Sidcup High Street at night trying to find a shop which sells PC Format or PC Home but I cannot. Then I encounter some kid who is with his parents and says “Ï spy with my little eye something beginning with SNES.” then I find toilets male and female at the end of the High street. On the way back I see Caroline Dewer sticking her tongue out rudely making a gesture like she wants a tongue piercing.


FR1/5/2015: there is a monster of a son living with his monster parents only the father is really bad and wants the son beaten up. When I say monster he has supernatural powers and nearly loses his family by the end of the dream, but events put them back together again...he was on some anti-psychotic drugs


MO5/5/2015: in the flat of the 24 Lyminge Close flat there is a swimming pool in the back garden and a deck of cards has been created about these pixie or gnomish creatures. I start fiddling around with them but I am warned not to. Then the power supply jumps and there is a storm. Joan says that the local church has been having a sing-a-long...


in a different house I receive an early birthday present of a set of 'tarot cards' which are like none I have seen before. They have fantasy art all over them and represent other realms. I spend ages getting them to be in sync. The dream takes place in a house I have never been in before and Noel and Joan are making remarks in the background which I do not like. Then I realize that the tarot cards are to do with the end of the world and show fascinating higher sci-fi realms which can deal with disaster...


then staying with some Australian friends when I hook up with some musicians who are hippies and we want to form this band, but they are making the joke when they first see me “he is like the most unreliable persons ever and causes the band to collapse on it's foundations”


TU6/5/2015: in a dream where I am in some wild Australian outback and it is watery but I search around for some tobacco first and the voice of “mother” continues on from my own as I find it on a shelf. “So it is is five years since I had a smoke... heh heh heh!” then the voice hangs in a monotone symbolizing a “strike” and I go on out to try to light my smoke but the smoke keeps going out. Eventually it lights and I find myself walking down past some eucalyptus trees by a watery area. Then up above is a house where a strange black horse with overly long legs is parading around only it sees me and aggressively comes towards me. Before I know it I am avoiding him but this takes me off the path and down towards the water...


TH8/5/2015: “I'm to face the Max!” is what I say scarily as I am the man Max, a chinese health professional at a clinic in some westernized city. He uses an Iomega Zip drive and earlier I was at his house cooking some noodles and eating birds nest soup


then looking out from the Sidcup flat I see in the street some bandits hijacking cars with drills and other equipment, but Joan says they are just highly paid people excellent at their job...


FR9/5/2015: a group of satanic youths in a forest of fir trees performing animal sacrifices and eating the raw meat. Sexy stuff was going on too...


SU10/5/2015: I am an alcoholic and I smoke too much and I get arrested for it by a young guy and a girl who are against me and a woman like Maxine the nurse...


then wherever I go it is worse and worse for me as everyone knows my otherside mission and how rubbish I am...lots of laughter as I shoplift


dreamt I was having a breakdown and couldn't play the musics


WE13/5/2015: on a track in the countryside I am taking a horse somewhere but I meet up with two other young men on a similar task and they say they are only going as far as “Steppingford”. It gets hectic around a style in the fence


then a dream where Angela, Mai Hem, a few others (including some black negroid guys) are with Nick, Geoff Goldblum and the rest of the Lavoipierres as we all end up under the ocean near Geilston Bay and little sprites keep hatching out of the ground and turning into ugly little animals or people as I say “this is evolutionary this nightmare, all of us are doing it!”. Nick was angry at me for my Angela obsession, and Mai Hem kept having a sex problem


TH14/5/2015: another dream with Mai Hem but I can't remember it...


MO18/5/2015: remembering university in London but a different university where I have the black leather jacket and am thinking how university mindset will get me coding my own projects. I am thinking “this is the good stuff!” and end up in a chemistry lab...


TU29/5/2015: “then the alternative is stand-up medicine” I struggle to say as Stephen Fry strangles me in a London museum, where young hindu boys had been putting on a dance where one of their penises was touched. Then I see AIDS will be discussed soon, next to a ceramic devils head with the German/English caption “why faggots should be beaten”. Then a young woman who is blonde and skinny with a nerdy look offers to take us on a tour but I say “weren't you at KCL a few years ago?” and she says no...


TH21/5/2015: Lou Reed from Neighbours, Natalie, Noel, Joan and myself are in Petts Wood looking at houses for sale and I spot one for 666 thousand dollars (why the exchange in the dream I don't know) but it is a massive fairytale type vampire style of house with a garden out the back where we witness a lot of 3D rotoscoped people moving around like they are really there, but it is all computer modelled...


MO25/5/2015: I dreamt I was walking by the side of a road and I was almost touching a porsche car in red with my right hand


TU26/5/2015: then a dream with the same woman I had a dream with about the “third final deathnail attempt” only it is about an upcoming quest in either life or dreaming where everything is okay but her puppy gets hurt. Apparently I will meet some people who will do something dramatic with me on this quest. But on the way back I end up damaging her puppy and she is so angry about this... also a guy checks up on the sofa who has a head like an apple core or a “shroom head” and I realize I will be taking something like magic mushrooms...


TH28/5/2015: there is some kind of game like Ultima 10 which we are all a part of, then it deviates into an alternative version of Buffy the Vampire slayer where we are in the plot but the actors are totally real. This dream was mainly in black and red. In the midst of it someone orders take away and he is surprised not to find “the fishies”. A very clear view of the seaside Queensland town was there in the dream too...


SU31/5/2015: a bookstore where there is a hardback book called “Dark Town” which I pick up and leaf through...